back to the game

Its been a while since the last time I posted something here in my blog. I've been busy these past few days. After a month of rest, travel and 'job hunting', I'm back to the game! I may say that the whole one month I spent is one of the best 'time- offs' I've ever experience. My decision to leave my former company is one of the best decisions I've ever made. That move brought me to an entirely new 'experience' and this is what I'm really waiting for. I got the job that I want. My new job allows me to apply my knowledge that I learned from my graduate studies and this also brings me to the career path that I am heading for. Moreover, my decision enables me to travel to places I once dreamt to visit. Good luck for me!

exhausted

I dont feel like writing for the past few weeks, I am losing my urge to write about the things that concern my life. I'm getting tired of this. I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm dreaming that one day I'll get over this. I hoping that there will come a time that things will be entirely different. I'm still hoping.

Sonnet XVII

I'm posting here one of my favorite poems from my fave poet Neruda. His poetry inspires me a lot :-)

Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960)

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

there must be a reason

there must be a reason
for being here
even though staying
is not the best option
there must be a reason
for not letting go
if being free
is the most sensible
way of emancipating yourself
from the bondage of hurt
there must be a reason

thanks

thanks for 13 months of happiness

Now

just posted MYMP song, a little bit cheesy but quite true, got nothing to write as of now..

There’s a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don’t know if this is forever.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I’m not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It’s everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

entangled by love

the very first time
i'm no longer yours

it will never happen

I can't even utter love

I can't even hate you

nights were long

we drenched in liquor

helping me to ease

the pain by someonelse

you'll be with someonelse

and free as always

while im here

prisoned by love

entangled by love

rod robles

04/26/2009

9 things I hate about you

I hate when you're late and made me feel my time is not being valued. I hate it when you lie and you dont 'mention all the facts'. I hate your smile when I started yelling at you. I hate it when I hate everybody around me because you let me hate you. I hate it, I hate the way you feel your actions are always right. I hate it when you can't decide and let things go. I hate itwhen I miss your text or call. I hate it when your not around. I hate the thought of leaving you but for so many reasons we're still here, hanging and just let things flow.